im not in love any more and i cant say that im sorry. i wasnt able to eat or sleep at all and now that im over him i can live my life freely.

Okay so i'm not this heavy partier so when i drink alittle its seems like alot anyways on the weekend me and my friends hung out and we just talked about who to mess with. we decided to stop by someones house and when we did they werent home. we weren't bumbed out but all of a suden they turn the corner and we're in front of his house. WTF my girl runs off like some little psycho. anyways we dont know what his reaction is right now but i hope he just thinks of it like a prank and not a case of stocking.. so how was everyones weekend?

so here it is senoir week and my boyfriend promised to spend the day with me and he didn't. im so tired of beng taken advantage of. he tells me that he loves me but i dont believe him beacuse hes a guy. im about to just give up on love and just focus on my life. there is this guy that tells me everything about his life but the only thing is that i can't stand that im not with him. im happy that hes madly in love but WTF i can't just sit around and allow myself to lose out on somebody that is so good to me.

the weekend was normal saw the 'ex' talked alittleand went out. im just trying to stay relax and not mess around with anybody right now. ive been having all these dreams about my school and im scared that theres gonna be a shooting here because we have some crazy ass people. anyways i love my football team and im glad to be graduating. my brother got locked up again what a loser anyways i just want to go to sleep. just a nother day in san diego.

in response to the latest school shooting i feel it necessary to speak against this guy. hes crazy but poeple should have helped him and maybe this would have never happened. i am having a moment of silence for myself and those lost. i think its stupid to keep playing his video and allowing students to get ideas. i just hope that we can learn from this and hopefully this will not allow someone else to do the same thing.........thank you